Dont let the sadness out, let the tears out

I dreamt that Brittany Wilson and i were cheerleaders on a stand recruiting other members. We cheered for the criminally insane.  

We had signed up for classes and Britney was worried about her break up with Craig we and the coach gad a try out for two other players who were normal. The second try out there was a shoot out, it was emotional because the sheep in the field where we had practiced had been shot. I tried to get Brittany to climb up top the shed but she and Craig got shot

Their bodies where laid to rest in a swamp. The coffins were set in giant iron cafes with the tombstone on the door and on the top. Then the bodies would sink in below the water to rot and the cages would prevent the bodies from being eaten by animals such as alligators. Brittany tried to climb in but i pulled her by her arm by the flow of the water.

After a grieving time I came back to the school as a patient. I was sad because of the death of Brittany. Everyone was setting up and sitting around waiting for the banquet dinner. There was danishes and fancy salads. I lied about getting cigarettes. I felt like crying so I announced I was going to the washroom to cry but the stalls were all full and the back ones had been turned in to showers. I turned the water off in one to sit in it.

*bitch plz its a dream not an essay

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JESSICA

so i was in toronto-europe and walking down europe-yonge street when i saw this alleyway street, totally normal looking until i walked down it and ended up in the middle of a huge ghetto-slum and all the people were like WHY DONT YOU HELP US and we were like we didn't even know you were here.

we had to take a plane home cause there was this wrong physics forcefield.


seeya in 3 months when i remember another one!!!


<3 u, loyal (and patient) fans!

Florida

Ok so i have been going to Sanibel Island Light House 2 Resort for 20 years and I constantly dream about Florida. It’s the air and weather and mood is so different from Canada and from any other yearly trips I take (let me tell you I do not dream about the trailer nor the cottage). Coming back after hurricane Katrina in 2005 ALOT of damage was done and some parts of the coast was changed.

Last night in my dream the baloneys had been ripped down so everything was made of wood looking over the ocean (in real life our balcony is about 40 feet from the water) and I saw sea cows which looked like holstein cows in water hang out (ive only seen sea cows near boating docks on rivers cause they like the attention not in open ocean)

The majority of my dream was sun set and i was just looking at the coast and walking along the water. 

David Usher

Ok so yall been to a dock right?

 I was at a shipping dock going to david ushers house. His house is an old renovated shipping control building. He was having an open house, i walked through two small tight kitchens, with a living room between them. He showed me his daughters room and his bed room. It was just us walking around, i remember what he was wearing white track pants and a light blue hoodie.

in my dream i was my pining for our old relationship. Also for him to make better music, He is releasing a new album soon he has been pushing out a record every two years since 1998.

(His daughters names are Coco and Océane)

Stupid Dream Me

i was in a bar and a Interpol cover band was about to play. The Paul Banks imposter's liked me (he was actor neil jackson! nice one brain) but i was not interested cause he wasn't the real thing. Then i was sitting in a van reflecting that 'hey he was still pretty cute why didn't i jump at the opportunity' then i felt bad.

Tampons

I was in a old public washroom with it was white tile (now when i think 'old' i think of brown to yellow tiles from the 50-70’s), which makes me think I was referencing a gym washroom.

Anyways I was in a large stall with a tampax machine. Another girl came in to the stall with me to get some protection. I reached through the slot and pulled out a tampon, right after some coins fell out including some ttc tokens and stickers and more tampons. 

I have had tons of dreams of  spacious, decrepit, white public washrooms before (like at the YMCA), but also private bathrooms in different houses, mostly very lavish with green marble, never my own. But I never bathe or use the toilet in my dreams. 

PlayBoy Bunny (September 30)

I was in my bed room and my cousin janet was sitting on my bed. I was pulling up my moms old pink playboy bunny outfit. It fit me perfectly (in real life it never would because my mom is has the body of a 14 year old boy and i am a woman with an hour glass figure and a beer belly) and i said ‘its a sign!’ meaning i should become a play girl bunny. 

(and i dont need to look up playboy bunny in to a dream dictionary to find the deeper meaning)